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Crazy Ex-Girlfriend – I Am Ashamed (4×02)

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Crazy Ex-Girlfriend is getting into the spooky season in this Halloween themed episode with many of the characters realizing that the scariest things in life aren’t always ghosts and goblins, but in fact our own minds.

Rebecca is presented with the scariest fright of all, her past. She reads a news article and nasty comments from citizens about her past crimes that sends her into a spiral of agoraphobia. She won’t even leave the house to attend an event that one of her favorite actresses is at! It would take a lot for me to miss an event where I could personally meet Dua Lipa!

She’s stuck in the purgatory of her past, and when a book falls open detailing the events of her murder house revealing some drug deal gone wrong, she fixates on trying to help Devon, the ghost, move on from her shame and onto whatever is next for her in the afterlife. She puts all of her energy trying to fix Devon that she hides from her own truths and the real issues at hand, typical.

Darryl begins to struggle as a single parent when the mothers of the “Wee Covina” group discuss the importance of breast milk. He begins second-guessing himself and searches the “white market” for breast milk in an attempt to provide Heabecca with the best, not even realizing that his eldest daughter, Madison has the most caring father in the world. It’s not too common to find a nimble-fingered father willing to create an epic Halloween costume for their child. I think a few parents can really learn by example, thank you, Darryl!

Meanwhile, Nathaniel is having daddy issues of his own as his father has brought in the silent partner of the law firm to take over. Nathaniel is having a hard time with his father’s lack of confidence and love for him. Although, Nathaniel’s father says that he only did this to wake him up. There’s a reason Nathaniel has daddy issues, and unfortunately, it seems his father will never take a hint or understand.

During a seance Rebecca and Victoria have called to order, Paula and Heather are skeptical in the belief of another dimension. That is until the lights begin flickering and the table rises and Victoria and Rebecca swear they aren’t behind the crazy occurrences.

When the computer turns on and reveals that it’s the anniversary of Devon’s death, they all get scared and logically decide to run to the cemetery to visit Devon’s grave. Why is it that no matter how scared we get we always choose to investigate the source even further?

However, Rebecca finally steps foot outdoors! This graveyard scene is highly pertinent for Rebecca to realize that she can’t let the skeletons in her closet haunt her forever. Everyone makes cringe-worthy mistakes and the most important thing is how you recover from those mistakes. The musical number “The Cringe” teaches us all this lesson. The first step of forgiveness is forgiving yourself.

I look forward to seeing how the upcoming episodes play out this lesson and help Rebecca come to terms with her past and how she can change her future for the better.

Additionally, I guess we can all use this episode as a PSA.  If you would rather spend a Halloween without falling books, flickering lights, and floating tables then make sure you wrap your tampons in toilet paper and throw them in the trash! I thought it was general knowledge that it’s ill-advised to flush anything other than toilet paper, but I guess not. Well, now we all know!

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Crazy Ex-Girlfriend – I Can Work With You (4×10)



It’s been a while since Crazy Ex-Girlfriend focused on more heartwarming emotions and storylines, so of course, they had to do that at least once more before the end.

New friendships and relationships blossomed between unlikely characters, as it seems they’re getting ready to tie up loose ends, alongside deep seeded issues that were brought to the surface, as is typical in any Crazy Ex-Girlfriend episode.

Rebecca is still struggling with the ruins leftover from her “hot mess” and Hebby only seems to be a reminder of that time. So she’s magically compartmentalized Hebby into some other dimension until Darryl suggests a babysitting bonding night for them.

The whole baby surrogacy event was very rushed and impulsive, so I’m grateful they addressed the situation more in depth. Rebecca keeps reiterating how they’re related and she’s terrified that she’s not stable enough to be any sort of role model let alone an adult presence in Hebby’s life.

Darryl, on the other hand, has much more confidence in her abilities, or perhaps he is truly just desperate for a babysitter. But whatever the reason is, Rebecca is able to truly bond with Hebby thanks to the helpful baby whisperer Greg.

I now wonder if they’ll explore this new bond throughout the rest of the season. Will it spark a new motherly desire in Rebecca?

The entire babysitting gig: boy comes over to keep girl company while baby sleeps, is such a romantic cliche and I’m sure I’m not the only one who’s fantasized about it?

I shouldn’t be so surprised that Greg seems to be Rebecca’s choice. However, they did leave a good mini-cliffhanger with Nathaniel listening in on Rebecca’s conversation with Paula.

Greg is the most emotionally stable out of all her choices at the moment, although I almost beg to argue that Josh is following in second, while Nathaniel still has many issues of his own that he needs to work through.

I thoroughly enjoyed the fact that they addressed the unspoken daddy issues many men experience. Nathaniel’s daddy issues obviously run deep, and I hope he’s able to heal them somehow because otherwise, he will not truly become a “nice person.” I’m hoping they leave him at the end of the show truly working on himself for himself and not as a means to try and win Rebecca back.

At Paula’s secret celebratory party the mashup all those different personalities was truly strange at first, especially without Rebecca, who honestly is the link that connects them all together. But a game night is certainly the best option to get people to feel more comfortable together. Perhaps creating more cooperative teams to start off the rounds would’ve been a better choice.

The bromance that sparked between Nathaniel and Josh was sweet. It showed that there’s always something that connects you to someone else, and sometimes you just need to break down your own barriers to figure out the commonality. This serves as a metaphor for religious, racial, and gender differences!

I’m relieved there were finally some answers to this love quadrangle. It was about time some questions were answered and some tensions were resolved. How do you feel about Greg being the current choice? What do you think Nathaniel’s going to do? Back off or fight?

Additional Sidenotes:

  • Hebby inducing everyone’s baby fever this entire episode with those precious eyes
  • The Fett Regoso photoshoot warmed my heart and had me smiling just as much as Paula
  • Look at Darryl for getting back out on the dating playing field! My fingers are still crossed for him and White Josh to have an ending of some sort
  • I’m glad Darryl was clueless to Greg’s “generous” offer of cleaning Hebby’s baby toys … they need a few deep cleanings!
  • Anyone else extra curious about Hector’s past with Valencia?!
  • Hooray Cary for completing law school!

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Crazy Ex-Girlfriend – I Need Some Balance (4×09)



The platform Rachel Bloom provides for openly and unapologetically highlighting subjects that are usually pushed under the rug in a lighthearted way is the reason most of us come back for more.

Discussing the taboo topics of yeast infections, vaginas, and women’s sexuality all through the play-on-words of the entirely plotless musical Cats was truly the epitome of Crazy Ex-Girlfriend.

I’m sure most women have experienced the terrible tribulations of a yeast infection and as Rebecca portrays it all too well, they always seem to come at the most inconvenient of times — although I guess there’s never an ideal time for a yeast infection.

Allowing for women to realize that a yeast infection does not make you gross, unclean, or unwanted is important and is something that can be easily cleared up with some quick antibiotics.

Except, please learn from Rebecca’s mistake and don’t try to speed up the process, no matter how badly you want to jump into bed with someone because you could potentially reinfect yourself with bacterial vaginosis, apparently!

With recent (past few years) trends of media coverage of gender equality, I think it’s truly relevant that the topic of women’s sexuality is brought into the conversation.

Rebecca simply wants to get laid this episode and I’m positive, again, so many women can relate. Has anyone else also had the same epiphany stem from a dream? The mind is truly a mysterious place.

The title of this episode is a nice two-sided reference expressing the needs of a pH balance, as well as a balance between all the men in Rebecca’s life.

Nathaniel is continually trying to state that he’s now a nice person. Josh is walking around in his briefs looking like a diagram of the pinnacle male body. And Greg is still trying to sit with the fact that Rebecca slept with his dad. I’m starting to think Rebecca needs to branch out and open herself up to a new pool of men.

Although I have enjoyed that this past season has veered away from an entire focus on chasing a guy, it really shows that Rebecca has come a long way and is learning to figure out her needs in life, aside from men.

The side plots of the supporting characters seemed like a waste of time. Darryl’s fight to win back the office was a bit cheesy and really had no substance in my opinion. Most of the other characters were wallflowers this episode, but I wasn’t too bummed. However, I did miss the girl gang. I hope they bring them back before the season’s end.

Rachel Bloom has truly lived up to her feminist comedic predecessors, and we’re looking forward to the last final episodes and the power-packed punches she has yet to throw.  Again, who will Rebecca end up with? Maybe nobody?

Additional Sidenotes:

  • The feminist porn site that Rebecca was looking at reminds me of the website Bellesa. If you’re looking for porn focused more on the woman, give it a try!
  • Darryl’s comment about a “millennial startup taking over” was a cheap dig that I couldn’t help but chuckle at. It works but at this point using “millennial” to describe anything nontraditional fits
  • How is it that simply adding a mustache on Bert made him look like Darryl’s doppelgänger? I guess all white men look the same
  • Jason’s curiosity about the fish odor was pure. I don’t think I’ve ever smelled a yeast infection that could be truly confused with a pan-fried trout
  • Is anyone else sort of confused by “the other Rebecca’s” comments in the opening credits?

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Crazy Ex-Girlfriend – I’m Not the Person I Used to Be (4×08)



Crazy Ex-Girlfriend I'm Not the Person That I Used to Be

Just as Rebecca’s beginning to feel smitten again by both Josh and Nathaniel another past flame adds another fork in her road. Greg is back for the rest of the season, the holiday season that is. They’re truly bringing the full cast back for a grand finale.

I loved how seamlessly they included a completely new actor to play Greg in a successful attempt to satirize other TV shows that try to slyly transition a new actor to continue playing a current character. *Cough cough, Riverdale…But I’m not complaining, Skylar Austin was an impeccable choice.

Poor Josh’s shattered revelation of his high school identity was a good thing for him though. Josh is truly having important lessons these past episodes that I think will truly shape him and mature him for the better.

Valencia’s also having her own crisis when she realizes that someone from her past is at the reunion and bringing back old feels. Heather’s relentless determination in trying to figure out who the past love is, beautifully shows how their friendship has blossomed into something so real and I’m loving it. Female friendship in TV shows is a must and I’m glad so many shows are making this an important focus.

The challenges Rebecca faces in trying to move forward with a healthy relationship with her past exes is eye opening. It shows the pros and cons of what that goes into a newfound friendship after love, and in my opinion, despite what I want to believe, there’s a slim chance exes can be friends unless both are truly happily in another relationship because there’s always going to be a different dynamic. The person you used to confide in, the person who saw you at your most vulnerable state, and your true best friend soon becomes a sudden stranger, and the most common ways we seem to deal with this is by getting angry. I guess the next time you make plans to grab coffee with an ex lover, make sure they’re on the same page to sing the duet “Nice to Meet You,” otherwise what are you all doing?

I would honestly be shocked if Greg swooped in out of the blue, I still think Nathaniel is Rebecca’s end game. Any thoughts?

Additional Sidenotes:

  • Rebecca’s typos while blindly texting was too accurate a representation
  • There was a slight moment when I questioned who “Jim” was…
  • Is West Covina really that small of a city for them to all have been alumni of the same high school?
  • If my best friend didn’t reply an entire day, I would’ve called 9-1-1 instantly
  • I was so hoping Valencia’s past love was a woman…they raised my hopes and dashed them
  • Was there another reason Paula wasn’t featured heavily this episode?
  • Heather going around to various women mouthing “her” while trying to figure out Valencia’s secret was a perfect scene
  • Kamala “Har-res” was too clever. The Emmy’s should add a new category for “Best Punny TV Show”


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