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Chicago PD Review – Goodbye, Jay Halstead (1003)

CHICAGO P.D. -- "A Good Man" Episode 1003 -- Pictured: Jesse Lee Soffer as Jay Halstead -- (Photo by: Lori Allen/NBC)



That was a hard one.

It’s hard to imagine a world in which Jay Halstead isn’t part of Intelligence, but if it has to be this way, well, I’m glad he went out the way he did.

It’s never easy to do the right thing, and Chicago PD Season 10 Episode 3 honed in on that.

Since Anna’s death, Halstead has been all over the place trying to figure out exactly where his place is—is it by Hailey’s side or by Voight’s? I think the best way to describe his behavior was like a walking zombie doing things out of comfort rather than necessity.

But Intelligence, and the dark and twisted cases, were bound to get the best of him, especially as the job continued taking parts of his soul, bit by bit, without him even realizing. 

Halstead has always done his best not to be like Voight, but along the way, case after case, he lost his way and changed into an unrecognizable version of himself.

The last straw was when he responded to a shooting at a pharmacy and pursued a group of robbers trying to steal drugs to make meth.

Halstead got personally invested in the case because of Lenny, a good samaritan and ex-vet who ended up being part of the robbery crew. 

Halstead skirted evidence, used illegal tactics to get information out of suspects, and lied to Upton and others on the team. He was running the Voight playbook, and he couldn’t stop himself. 

Everything that made Halstead Halstead was fading. Yes, he had a good reason not to out Lenny’s involvement with the robbery, but that didn’t make it okay either. Halstead has always been a black or white guy, but lately, the job has just become a grey zone where you pick and choose when you want to follow the rules. It took a toll on him, naturally.

Instead of talking or confiding in someone, he kept it bottled up inside, which likely didn’t make it any better. It all festered unresolved until it blew up. 

And the absolute last straw was when he killed Benny, in self-defense, and then had to come up with yet another cover story to save his own ass. 

CHICAGO P.D. — “A Good Man” Episode 1003 — Pictured: Jesse Lee Soffer as Jay Halstead — (Photo by: Lori Allen/NBC)

“We’re doing it again,” Halstead muttered to Upton and Voight with a glazed-over look. And he was right—they somehow found themselves repeating the same mistakes of the past in order and excusing the behavior as necessary. 

One mistake doesn’t make a bad guy, but when you constantly make the same mistakes, what then? Halstead didn’t want to be the bad guy, he wanted to stay the good guy he started out. 

In a way, it was admirable that Halstead went rogue to keep Lenny’s name out of it, but it was yet another example of just how long gone everything was. There was no semblance of order; this was just becoming common practice. They were desensitized, and it was quite alarming how quickly and seamlessly they came up with a cover story that was airtight.

Of course, Voight and Upton would do anything to protect Halstead, but to what end? We saw the ripple effects of Voight and Upton’s first rogue mission followed by the toll that Anna’s death took on them. 

It wasn’t sustainable. So I commend Halstead for recognizing that and admitting the hard truth instead of being in denial about it.

It was even more messed up because when he did want to come clean, he was basically praised for killing Benny as his death saved countless of innocent lives. It’s dangerous when you begin to justify bending and breaking the rules for the “greater good” in such a way that you lose your moral compass. 

Halstead decided against telling the truth so that Lenny’s family could reap the reward, but he also tended his resignation, a move that shocked Upton to her core. 

On one hand, I understand where Halstead is coming from, but as a woman who thrives on clear communication, I wish he would’ve talked this over with her. It’s possible that he didn’t because he was afraid she was going to stop him and he needed to pull the trigger, but honestly, if they are soulmates, then despite everything, she should’ve supported his decision. Upton deserved to know first; he could’ve at least given her that. 

Halstead’s exit was probably the most well-written and executed because it made sense. His past with the army has always been a huge part of his character, so it was a natural fit when Nolan mentioned a job bringing down some of the most dangerous cartels in the world. And, as Jay pointed out, it would be black and white, good or bad, a necessary way to reset and ground himself. 

The door for Halstead’s return, even in a guest role capacity, was left open as the gig seemed to be temporary as he mentioned 8 months in Bolivia. Of course, my guess is that Halstead will actually be a really great fit and it will become permanent, but I find hope in the fact that maybe this isn’t the last time we’ll ever see Jay Halstead grace our screens. 

It’s going to be a difficult road for Upton, who has lost her one true love and partner in one fell swoop. She didn’t even really get any closure as it was so abrupt. A mere hours after breaking the news, Halstead was on a flight out of the country and not looking back. I hope Upton doesn’t cling on to the hope that Halstead will eventually come back because I think he truly meant it when he said that she needed to “let go.” He never fell out of love with her, but he fell out of love with the job… and no one can really fault him for that. No one can fault him for needing to clear his head after a decade of dealing with the worst possible cases and trying to find himself again as the man she fell in love with. He needed to find the heart that made Halstead one of the best characters. 

The episode honored the character Jesse Lee Soffer built throughout the years, and it was a beautiful sendoff…even if his team deserved a proper goodbye. It was also an incredible performance from Soffer, who gave it his all. 

Though, it was most evident in the final scene with Voight, who came out to O’Hare for one last goodbye. It’s comforting to know he’ll always have a place on the team. 

When Voight said, “you don’t want to be,” my heart sank, but the gut punch was Halstead admitting that “it’s worse that I do want to be you.”

The next line, his final words, his final goodbye underscored why Halstead had become such a fan favorite through the years: “You always told me I’m not. And I shouldn’t try.”

It would be easy for Halstead to follow in Voight’s footsteps; it’s what all of us expected, but it’s braver that he’s carving his own path. 

After all, it’s the right thing to do. 

What did you think of Jay Halstead’s final Chicago PD episode?

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    Is ‘Chicago PD’ New Tonight? Everything We Know About Season 10 Episode 16



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    Chicago PD fans, there’s a bit of a wait until new episodes return to NBC.

    The police drama will not air a brand new episode tonight (March 8, 2023) as the show goes on a several-week hiatus yet again. 

    The last episode, Chicago PD Season 10 Episode 15, also the drama’s milestone 100th episode, aired on March 1, 2023, but the next installment, Chicago PD Season 10 Episode 16 won’t premiere until Wednesday, March 22.

    There’s no official title or synopsis for the episode, but it is going to be a special as it marks Jesse Lee Soffer’s directorial debut. Soffer exited PD earlier this season in hopes of getting some time behind the camera, and it seems to be paying off as the teaser reveals that fans are in for a wildly good episode. 

    It kicks off with a jury member informing Voight that he’s been threatened by the suspect’s men, and unless he delivers a “not guilty” verdict, they are going to kill his loved one. 

    “We’re here to help,” Voight assures him before going to Hailey Upton and revealing, “the second that trial is over, they will have that woman killed.”

    Intelligence urgently races against the clock to find the missing woman and save her life—we even see Voight kick in some doors and shout “where is she” as he interrogates someone.

    How will it all pan out? We’ll have to wait until later in the month to find out! 

    For now, check out the trailer for the next episode below:

    Chicago P.D. airs Wednesdays at 10/9c on NBC.

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    Chicago PD Review – Blood and Honor (1015)



    Chicago PD Recap Season 10 Episode 15 Blood and Honor

    Chicago PD kicked off yet another multi-arc episode, this time bringing back Samantha Beck, a prior kidnapping victim, and her father, Richard, back into the fold.

    A quick refresher—we met the Becks on Chicago PD Season 10 Episode 12 after Sam was kidnapped and her father refused to pay the ransom to get her out of the bind out of fear of incriminating himself and his criminal activity.

    It’s a case deserving of a follow-up since it was very intriguing, so I’m glad that we’re looping back to it to dig deeper into the fractured father-daughter relationship and their shady involvements. 

    Ruzek, who was spending the day with Makayla, Atwater, and Jordan, responded to a crime scene that was initially assumed to be a murder-suicide. Immediately upon entering the premise, he knew something was off, and it wasn’t long before he realized the family was poisoned by someone making meth in the “abandoned” building next door. 

    Surveillance footage from the street connected the crime back to Samantha, who was seen near the unit on several occasions. But since they didn’t have any actual proof of her stepping foot inside, Ruzek decided to go undercover to get something they could charge her with. 

    Honestly, if I was Samantha, I’d be a little more skeptical of a random guy who just showed up, saved me from a potential rip, and asked for a job, but it’s clear that she’s also desperate for someone to talk to and rely on. 

    Right off the bat, Ruzek picks up on the fact that things between Samantha and Richard are not exactly on good terms. Samantha doesn’t fit into the drug world. She’s a good mother, so her involvement in dealing meth is questionable. Eventually, Ruzek realizes that she doesn’t have much of a choice as her whole life is connected to her father. He owns her—and everything she has, including her income stream. She has no way to free herself from his grip no matter how much she might want to. 

    And that’s why she’s so eager to bring Ruzek into the fold because he seems like someone she can trust and rely on. He’s there for her, constantly making sure she’s okay and offering a shoulder to cry on if she needs it. 

    When Ruzek went undercover, he never thought it would get this personal or that he’d feel compelled to save Samantha, but he knows that none of this is of her own making. He sees through what’s going on and wants to help her, but unfortunately, it’s not possible without burning himself. 

    The line between personal and professional bleeds, even more, when Richard invites Adam for a little chat to underscore that he’s a white supremacist (Adam agrees that they’re on the same team though we know that couldn’t be further from the truth) as Ruzek promises to keep tabs on Samantha and update Richard on everything she does. It’s extremely weird, but if Adam wants to earn his trust and not raise any flags, he has no choice.

    And unfortunately, he’s going to be in it for the long haul. On the day of the deal, Adam is pulled away when Sam runs into a problem with her son Callum, who is being brainwashed by his racist grandfather. Once again, we see the personal and professional lines blend as Adam has no choice but to stick by Samantha and help her, which means he’s unable to provide any insight into the deal going down. 

    CHICAGO P.D. — “Blood and Honor” Episode 1015 — Pictured: (l-r) LaRoyce Hawkins as Kevin Atwater, Patrick John Flueger as Adam Ruzek — (Photo by: Lori Allen/NBC)

    Their only hope of getting anything is through Samantha, so Adam must stay undercover a bit longer and get closer, working her in any way possible. 

    It’s also the exact reason why they tell you not to let it become personal when you’re undercover because it’s going to pain Ruzek to turn her in. He knows he can’t save her since she’s dealing meth—especially meth that killed a whole family—but he’s become quite fond of her and truly feels sorry for the predicament she’s been put in. 

    How will Ruzek handle it?

    Will he find a way to tie Richard to the drugs or does he have to bring down Samantha since she spearheads the whole operation? And even then, would she ever turn on her father? My gut tells me she’d take the fall simply so that Callum would have some family around. 

    Then again, despite the loyalty, she also hates him enough at this point that she might be willing to put him away to save herself and her little boy. 

    Of course, Ruzek, being a father, also has a soft spot for Callum, the young boy who is so impressionable and caught up in the dangers and darkness of a situation that life has dealt him, much like Makayla. These are two kids who don’t deserve the cards that were dealt.

    The episode ended on a bit of a cliffhanger, and with a hiatus until March 22, it’ll be a while before we see how things resolve, especially since the upcoming episode doesn’t feature Samantha at all. I guess this is what it must feel like to be undercover for a lengthy time. 

    There was a brief mention of Burgess’ mental health between Ruzek and Atwater, and it’s nice to know that she’s finally being open about her struggles and trusting her partners enough to confide in them and seek out their support. We all know she and Atwater go way back, so he deserves to know what’s been going on. 

    What did you think of the Ruzek-centric case? It’s kind of nice to see him get the spotlight without Burgess.

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    Chicago PD 200th Episode Review – Trapped (1014)



    Chicago PD  celebrated its milestone 200th episode, and while it was an exceptional installment that put Burgess (Marina Squerciati) at the forefront to deal with her lingering trauma and PTSD, I felt like it should’ve been more of a team effort. 

    The standalone episodes are fine for any other day, but when you’re celebrating 200 episodes on television, the moment deserves to be a celebration between the cast that made it happen and continues to do so every single day. 

    This would’ve been the perfect opportunity to deliver a case where everyone played a part, and where their camaraderie as a team lent itself to their success. 

    Instead, everyone pretty much took a backseat, with only Ruzek serving as support for Burgess throughout the case and as she dealt with all the fears from being shot bubbling up to the surface. 

    CHICAGO P.D. — “Trapped” Episode 1014 — Pictured: Marina Squerciati as Kim Burgess — (Photo by: Lori Allen/NBC)

    This isn’t the time for #Burzek, so while it would’ve been sweet to get a moment between them to commemorate the momentous achievement, this episode made it clear that Burgess really needs to work on coming out on the other side before she can be the kind of mom, partner, and cop she wants to be. 

    Burgess is trapped. She never really faced her near-death experience head-on, burying it deep inside in hopes that it would just go away so she wouldn’t have to deal with it. She also never wanted to burden Ruzek with it despite all of his pleas to just let him in so he can help her. 

    But as the therapist wisely pointed out, this kind of post-traumatic stress has a way of creeping up on you. It’s always there, impacting your life in little ways that you don’t notice. Burgess was in denial about it, but it affected her life by preventing her from having a real relationship with Ruzek. She made her life small, her decisions were fear-based, and she pushed people away as self-preservation. It’s truly no way to live, and it was bound to catch up to her. 

    While it’s difficult to face that kind of trauma purposefully, it’s essential to move past it so that it no longer takes hold. 

    When Burgess heard a car backfiring, all those emotions and fears rushed back in as she was transported to the moment when she was shot. The PTSD took hold a handful of other times, including as she dealt with a shooting incident on the “L” train. It impaired Burgess’ ability to do her job, which not only put her in more danger, but it prevents her from being the kind of cop that she needs to be. It made her a liability. And it took these several scenarios where she was so panic-stricken that she couldn’t move to realize that she needed help. It’s a huge and necessary step. 

    The good news is that Ruzek has made it clear he’ll be there for her every step of the way. He may have done some terrible things in the past, but he’s proven time and time again that he’s willing to do anything for her. He’s her rock whenever she needs him. 

    Despite everything, Burgess still did some damn good police work. Burgess has a huge heart—it’s one of her best qualities, so even while dealing with plenty of personal issues, she still came through for the victims that were counting on her. She may have been dealing with anxiety, but she didn’t let it cripple her.

    On the CTA train, Burgess stayed with Jamie the whole time, keeping him calm and assuring him that he was not alone. Unfortunately, he didn’t make it, but Burgess paid attention to all the things he told her in his final moments, and when they tracked down the assailant, Aaron, Jamie’s cousin, she realized that the Minnesota native was begging her to save his younger cousin, who was being abused by Aaron and his wife, Marlene. 

    Burgess found evidence of the abuse when she tore up the garage, unveiling a nook behind the wall where they kept the boy, along with some blood. Thankfully, they were able to locate Aaron’s pickup truck at a nearby Forest Preserve, and she was able to find the child before anything serious happened to him.

    My biggest concern—and this happens a lot with Burgess-centric episodes—is that she went in there without barely any backup. Where was everyone? 

    Almost immediately after making her way down to the well to save Lucas, Aaron fired shots—which could’ve ended really badly—and then closed the opening off, trapping them inside.

    CHICAGO P.D. — “Trapped” Episode 1014 — Pictured: Patrick John Flueger as Adam Ruzek — (Photo by: Lori Allen/NBC)

    Lucas was honestly the sweetest little thing, and I’m a bit bummed that we never got any insight as to why Aaron and Marlene were abusing him. There were some mentions of him “leaving to live with his family in California” after another baby was born, but no actual reason was provided as to why the father wanted to leave him for dead at the bottom of the well. Either way, Aaron was a heartless and cruel monster because who could ever do such a thing?! Burgess, an adult and cop who has seen some things, was terrified, so just imagine how a young boy must have felt after being betrayed by the very people who are supposed to love and care for him. 

    Thankfully, both Burgess and Lucas were brought to safety.

    It was a genuinely emotional episode, with Squerciati doing a phenomenal job translating all those emotions on screen. 

    Again, I only wish that the team was more involved and integrated into the storyline! Torres wasn’t even there because of mandatory training, which was poor timing. And the typical heart-to-heart between characters also wasn’t present, though the ending could’ve really used it. It would also just be nice to see Kim getting some support from anyone other than Ruzek. She’s good friends with Tracy Spiridakos in real life, so why aren’t the only two women in Intelligence there for each other and lifting each other up as they deal with really difficult personal matters? 

    What did you think of the episode?


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